ME>>>>I'm Laura,and I live in the middle of nowhere(Pennsylvania).I'm really into music,and writing.I'm pretty shy and melancholy for the most part.I love to write things that really express how I feel.I'm not sure where I want to go in life.I have many people worried about me.I know I don't really matter,and I'm generally worthless.I very often wonder what people would be like if I wasn't here,and I do think about suicide.
FAMILY>>>>My parents:my Dad works nite's and my Mom works during the day,so during the summer(Emily is at summer school)I'm alone and I enjoy it.I dislike both of them,they're very judgemental of me,and I don't belive they love me as much as they say it.My sister:Emily,is 17 and she is handicapped;she was kicked in the back of the head by a horse when she was 6.So now I'm the younger sister,but I act like the older sister...It's very difficult sometimes...But it's something that I have to deal with.My other family: My aunt and uncle live in a camper,and travel around the U.S.My other aunt lives in Maryland with her 17 year-old daughter(my cousin)Kashanda,I very rarely see them because....Well,let's just say my aunt and Dad have different veiws.My grandma and grandpa live really close to me,they're both 59 years old,and also judgemetal of me...I asked my grandma if she'd be ashamed to be my grandma if I dyed my hair and got snake bites,and she said"yes".My other grandma is very loving,and cares about me,she isn't ashamed of me,and loves me for who I am.My cousin was in Louisiana helping with Katrina,now she's home with her husband and working,and she's going to be some sort of a shrink,I think...I don't have a very close relationship with any of them.
FRIENDS>>>>I don't have too many friends,my best friend is Amanda and I'd do anything for her.I have a few close friend's....Cassie,who is like a big sister to me,and I know I can tell her anything.And some other people that I know from camps and stuff...

Music, poetry, Fuse, Law and Order:Special Victims Unit, writing, drawing, new bands, cooking, New York City, being alone, reading(good stuff), AP, journalism, blogging, and other fun stuff.

Good Charlotte(older), From First To Last, AFI, HIM, System of A Down, Sugarcult, Dashboard Confessional, Paramore, Killswitch Engage, My Chemical Romance, Say Anything, Greenday, Hawk Nelson, Coheed and Cambria, Silverstein, Scary Kids Scaring Kids, Underoath, Relient K, Saosin, Hawthorne Heights, Fall Out Boy, Senses Fail, Simple Plan, Marylin Manson, The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, Anti-Flag, blink-182, New Found GloryCartel, Aiden, Boys Like Girls, The Fray, Hellogoodbye, Linkin Park, Cute Is What We Aim For, The Used, Armor For Sleep, Taking Back Sunday, Hit The Lights, Drop Dead Gorgeous, Slipknot, Bright Eyes, Brand New, Thursday, Sum 41, +44, Skillet, Avenged Sevenfold, A Heartwell Ending, Nightmare of You, A Static Lullaby, American Hi-Fi, Medicated Kisses, The Movielife, A Heartwell Ending, All time Low, Forever The Sickest Kids, The Get Up Kids, JEFREE*STAR, Jamison Parkerand ALOT more.

The Nightmare Before Christmas, The Wizard of Ozz, RENT, Grease, Grease 2, Harry Potter series, Little Miss Sunshine, School Of Rock, Say Anything..., The Breakfast Club, Hairspray, I Now Pronounce You Chuck and Larry, Napolean Dynamite, Holes, The Phantom of The Opera, The Nightmare Before Christmas, and Saved!

Anything on Fuse, Wife Swap, Fat March, Law And Order.

Everybody Hurts, Harry Potter series, You Suck, Lemony Snickett A Series of Unfortunate Events series.